So my relationship is wonderful! I’ve never felt as secure or more certain of anything in my life. But other things are still dragging, I’m still holding on and waiting for a breakthrough!
I went to the maintenance court in last week, I have been putting it off for quite a while! When I say quite a while I really mean since middle January when I found out Logan’s dad is unemployed. They said what I feared they would say, i.e. he is unemployed how is he going to pay maintenance? Thankfully I sort of stared at them with the same expression and replied – he is six months behind in maintenance, what do you want me to do. So they made me fill out a document and gave me a court date – 29 April.
My colleague mentioned in a post in last week, how we’d been paid nearly a week late. We are waiting to hear if our salaries will be reviewed and if we can bargain on an increase of R 500.00! In other words annual bonusses, just sound like a cruel joke!
I am looking for a new job. In last month I went for an interview. Their words were “congratualations you got the job”. Turns out I had the job if I was willing to settle for exactly the same amount of money. I can’t settle for the same amount of money, I was willing to settle for a little bit more!
I know things are a hell of a lot better than they were a year ago and a year ago was a hell of a lot better than the year before that. But all I want to do, is pay off my debt. Enjoy my job. Get to the end of the month with money in my pocket! Some days it feels like I am being kept behind. I don’t know why and I honestly believe in bigger pictures and things happening for a reason and in the right time. At the moment I am just wondering when. When is everything going to settle down?
When will I see the light at the end of the tunnel?